I carry your heart with me

I carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)

I am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear;

and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)

I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)

I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

by E E CUMMINGS

爱你的我...

         不记得何时何日开始喜欢上你，也不记得了何时何日我爱上了你。我也不清楚你是否有没有对我有没有相同的感觉。但是我就能感觉到你对我的在乎，在意我的每一句话和每一个动作。我还是不清楚你是否对我有没有感觉，因为你不曾对我表达过。不知道为什么，有一天你突然开始拒绝我了，也想要远离我了。但是我还是一样的，守候在你的身边照顾你看着你。因为我一直都相信你是对我有感觉的。
        因为这样，我的朋友们都没有看好我和你。我有时会很生气我的朋友们这样讲你，但是我也知道他们也是想要我过得好一点而已，有时就让我左右为难。我还是依旧的一样的喜欢你，爱你，默默得等待你。
        直到有一天你有了男朋友，我知道后感到非常难过但是我假装很生气得不理你了。说是不理了啦！但是还是不知不觉得click去她的Facebook和Twitter看看她过得好吗？我还是不放心的放下她，也是舍不得。偷偷的看一下，打听她的消息，但是就没有主动找她。等着等着就这样习惯了没有和她的来往了。
        直到有一天，她主动找我说她想我。听到后，我心里很高兴但是还是有点难过因为她的爱人不是我。不知道这是安慰呢？还是她的心里一直有我在？就是因为这样，我们又开始联络起来了。
        过了不久，她告诉我她要过来吉隆坡玩但是男朋友跟着。我听了很高兴但是带有一点酸酸的感觉在心里，可能是我的吃醋之心吧！没有关系啦！因为我好久没有见到她了，高兴得不得了。终于给我等到了那一天，她和他来到了吉隆坡玩。我们就一起出咯！玩了一个晚上后，第二天她告诉我她的男朋友吃醋我。当我听到的时候，我感到一点不好。我怎么可以这样让他吃醋我，我感到有点过不去。其实是我一直在吃醋着他。第二天了，我应经不想在跟去玩了但是你还是想要我跟去。变得我很难选择，但是我还是选择了去了。直到现在，我还会怪我自己怎么可以这样。很后悔当初没有勇敢一点追求你!
        七月，我们一起回到了我们的家乡。其实我是想要给你惊喜但是我失败了，因为我怕没有人能过来载我回家，最后还是叫了你过来载我从机场回到家。我们一起出去玩，每天都在一起出。到了有一天晚上，你居然到了现在才告诉我你真正对我的感觉告诉了我，但是你还是选择了他。听了，对我很大的打击也让我忍不住得流下了眼泪。忍也忍不住了，我就直接告诉她我真的对她的感受了，我还是一样的爱着她。默默得守在她身旁的我，开始哭了。我还是一样很难过为什么她要这样选择了他，也是因为要忘了我但是你还是做不到，一直都在想我，放不下我。就是这样了，你也让我更难得想放下你了。

海可以枯，石可以烂，我对你的爱，永不会变。

        你知道吗？这是我对你的爱的坚持。因为爱你，所以我舍得伤害自己守在你身边做你海岸的灯塔等你回来。
        你一直再问我，我一直这样的等待值得吗？我真的不知道怎么回答你但是我是知道值得的。因为当你真正爱一个人的时候，你为她做的一切都是值得。就算是伤害自己，为了她人快乐也是值得的。
        我可以不理你过去对我做过了什么，只希望有你的未来就够了。  我会慢慢的等下去~


  Secret My Love by Alan Chen

Water Purifier !! Cannot live in KL without one >.<"

When i reach KL i didn't notice this, but after a while i notice the water coming out from the tap is so so dirty. Cannot drink one... at least KK's water still better than here. In the end, i decided to buy one water purifier. But there is lots of brand out there. Diamond ? Panasonic ? and also some china brand one.

Diamond too expensive... cannot afford one. China one cannot be trusted. I narrow down to one Panasonic one. I search online and it's affordable but it's cost like hundred plus.

Panasonic PJ-3RF

I went to Jusco IOI mall to buy one and it cost me hundred plus. Damn ~~ Cannot drink the water that i boil without water purifier.
This took me half and hour to finish install. >.<"

Finally i finish install the water purifier at my tab water there. Now i can enjoy clean water d. Damn KL !! Water is not clean as it said one. haiz ~~

FOOD !!! It's .... ....

It's a funny Sunday that my friend ask me out for some dessert but i don't wanna tell you where. hahaha...
I also forgot when is this Sunday d.  Anyway... i won't say too much. Just enjoy the photo. =D

Random !! hahahaha..... 

The day before i leave Kota Kinabalu

Kota Kinabalu, just with in a blink of an eye I already live here for around 11 months. 1st i never been here before but now suddenly already live here for 11 months. Tomorrow i will be going back to Kuching for Christmas leave, after that i may not coming back to KK anymore beside personal stuff. I will be missing KK very much as i know it. Before i know i will be going back , i always wish i can go back. But now i am leaving already, i don't feel like leaving here behind. Anyway, Kuching here i come.
 My last time going to City mall for this year.

This girl with cap remind me of Ling Min.

 Tomorrow before leaving KK, i go my work place say farewell to them 1st before i go back to Kuching.
After that is me saying farewell to KK.


Thanks you Nas for the little gift. =D

                                                              KK, i miss you always....

Lunch at Lintas Upperstar

Today noon, i have my lunch at KK famous Upperstart cafe in Lintas Plaza. Which is the nearer branch to my apartment in KK.

Interiors design of the cafe is unique. 

In the middle row seat still have computer to surf net.

This is cafe is quite special since the middle row seat can surf net cause computer provided for middle row seat. You can see that most people only surf facebook at there. XD

okie okie... back to the topic. I am sure you want to know what i have for my lunch. XD

Pepperoni Delight thin crust Pizza (RM15.90)

Four Season Thick pan Pizza (RM15.90)

Chocolate Smoothie (RM5.00)

I going to miss here when i back in Kuching. KK i miss you already. T.T

Fabulous Food 1 Malaysia Lido, Kota Kinabalu

Tonight i suddenly feel hungry and decided to go out to have supper but don't know go where. An epic question, for people that felt hungry or want have something to eat.

" Where to have lunch / dinner / supper ? "      OR         " What you want to eat ? "

Suddenly Lido pop up in my head cause of the famous Lido midnight Kolo mee at there, so me and my friend decided to go there to have our supper at that area. For those that don't know where is Lido please click on the link. =D

When we reach there, we saw a big banner said " Fabulous Food 1 Malaysia ". End up we didn't go to that Kolo Mee shop instead we go to this mini food fair.

small banner at the food stall.

One of the stall that sell fast food.

Chinese , Kandasan ,Dusun and Malay also come to enjoy there food at here. Since got one stall is halal there, they Malay also can enjoy this wonderful Food Festa. Just too bad the Malay stall already close or else i can take photo of the Malay stall. This Food Festa start from 1 of Dec until 31 of Dec. Before it end, go and try it. I don't know about the other state got or not, so have a look out for it. =D

For those that like to recommend your favorite chicken rice , roti canai and satay stall or shop. You can visit the Fabulous Food 1 Malaysia main site at http://fabfood1malaysia.com/home.php .

Have fun eating ~~~~~